Abundant Grace

 

I think one of my biggest faults is that I’m prone to judge others.  I measure myself by what I see in others; often, I do it to make myself feel better.  Well, I tell myself, at least I’m not like that person.  Well, I tell myself, at least I know better than that.  I stand tall in my own righteousness and judgment.  I may not be the best, but at least, I’m better than they are.  We all do it.  But is that moment of satisfaction really satisfactory?  By looking at others, do I stop looking inward at myself?  In His parable, Jesus is blunt: “Why do you notice the splinter in your brother’s eye, but do not perceive the wooden beam in your own?” (Luke 6:39-42)

What am I not seeing in myself and others because of that wooden beam in my own eye?  How can I remove that beam and really see people?  That person who is loud and annoying?  Maybe she’s lonely. I’ve been lonely.  That person who’s grumpy?  Maybe he’s carrying a burden that’s become too heavy. That person who seems to have everything and makes me feel small?  Maybe she’s hiding a deep sorrow.  And it’s not just individuals that I’m judging.  In this COVID-19 ravaged world, my judgements are at an all-time high.  Maskers vs. non-maskers.  Vaccinated vs. Non-vaccinated.  Scientists vs. politicians vs. pundits.  Facts vs. feels.  I’m constantly squirming, trying not to judge.  And yet I do. 

There is a bright side, though.  What my squirming has made me feel is that I’m always grateful for the abundant grace of God to forgive me and to love me as I am (1 Timothy 1:1-14).  I pray today that I really see God in all things and all people, even and especially, the annoying and the grumpy.  I pray that people can see God in me.