Why is it that when I know what’s right and resolve to do what is good, I find myself again and again doing just the opposite? I think it’s a pretty universal tendency, so I know that I’m not the only one looking for the answer to this phenomenon.
Saint Paul also struggled to know what causes this behavior. He spoke of the flesh at war with the spirit. It’s as though there were two different natures fighting each other in one and the same person. “Miserable one that I am!” (Romans 7:18-25)
Is it just concupiscence? Is it an unconscious and innate desire naturally favoring the easier, more selfish, more pleasurable, more apathetic, more exciting, and/or more risky course of action? Whatever our unique struggle might involve, we can oftentimes become discouraged and give up hope of ever controlling these inordinate desires.
In Luke’s Gospel, Jesus reminded his listeners that they were good at predicting the weather from present “appearances of the earth and the skies.” Since this was so, Jesus warns us that it would be hypocritical refusing to foresee and not to predict the results of our cowardly conduct. And the hypocrisy becomes critical when our conscience refuses to control these divisive tendencies (Luke 12:54-59).
When the struggle involves our concupiscence regarding anger, greed, sloth, lust, gluttony, or other moral failings, we can expect the fight to involve victories and defeats. But there’s final hope of victory each time our resistance overcomes the evil tendencies. Obviously it makes us better prepared and a bit stronger for the next encounter.
We have no control over the signs predicting tomorrow’s weather. But we can in advance somewhat protect ourselves from the consequences. In regard to our behavioral tendencies, we can not only shield ourselves from their consequences, but cooperating with God’s grace we can even manage to control the destructive signs. With Paul we may ask: “Who will deliver me from this mortal body? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!”
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