Every one of
us is moved by a single desire or yearning that goes deeper than any of the
little things that we use and do to satisfy ourselves. If we can imagine all our wishes granted—a
vaccine for COVID, food, shelter, safety, human love, health, strength, beauty,
a return to ‘normalcy’—we find that there’s still an emptiness in our hearts,
and that we need to seek a satisfaction there beyond the things of this world.
As I reflect
on the beginning of Jesus’ ministry in Matthew’s Gospel (Matthew 4:12-25), I’m
reminded of a quote by Saint Augustine, who in the opening words of his Confessions, says, "Lord, you made us for
yourself, and our hearts are restless until they rest in you."
To reach
that point we need to set aside the things of this world, at least insofar as
they are our priorities. Yes, we need
food, health, strength enough to live, and all the rest, but more fundamentally
we need to re-form our lives in such a manner that these things are secondary
and that knowing, loving, and serving God is primary: that’s the only way that
we can truly be at rest, be satisfied, be fulfilled. It demands a separation from things, an
ending to our attachment and even dependence on them that can seem like poverty
in the eyes of the world. We also need a
poverty of self, putting our will and our values in the hand of the
Father. This isn’t a quietism but a
foundation for the most trustworthy way of being active in our lives.
In the First
Letter of John we hear how to know the spirit of Truth and differentiate it
from the spirit of deceit. So that we
don't have to struggle, fret, or worry whether we've got it right, the answer
is given, simply. The way we know a
spirit of truth is by what it says (1 John 3:22–4:6). Does it acknowledge Jesus as the Son of God,
born of the Virgin Mary? Jesus, who was
crucified, died, buried, and raised up on the third day? Who ascended into heaven and sits at the right
hand of the Father? If a spirit
confesses this, it’s The Spirit of Truth, The Holy Spirit. It’s the same Spirit Who innervates the Church,
gives Her life, preserves Her, protects Her, guides Her.
So how do we know that we’re living this life in the best way? When we believe that we’re children of a loving Father, that we’re brothers and sisters of the living Lord and Older Brother who is our model for being human and our gentle Shepherd, and that the Blessed Spirit that Jesus has given us guides us with amazing warmth and care if we so desire.
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