Contemplating
the Lord calling Levi (Matthew) [Luke 5:27-32], I imagine He’s not meeting Levi
for the first time. He’s probably walked
closely by him several times – maybe often. Perhaps He’s stopped for a friendly talk with
him on occasion. For his part, Levi has
no doubt heard a lot about Jesus through the grapevine, and likely studied Him
whenever He walked by. Suddenly, Levi is
struck with the thought, “Why am I doing this? Why am I, a Jew, working for the Romans by
taxing my Jewish neighbors, cheating them in the process? What about this Jesus? He’s a good man—I like Him! I’d love to know him better. I’d like to be with him for a while. That would be great. Maybe He could help me turn my life around.”
I can
imagine at this point Christ comes by again, and Levi looks straight at
Him. Jesus responds: “Follow
me.” Levi abruptly stops, stands up, and walks
away with Jesus, leaving everything behind.
Levi was ready.
These may or
may not be like the circumstances of Levi's call, but from the gospel text we
know Levi was indeed ready to follow Our Lord. All he needed was the invitation.
I find great
comfort in knowing that Jesus has come for me as, "All
have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" (Romans 3:23).
While I
strive to follow Him by loving him, obeying him and trusting in him, I
sometimes fall short, stumbling, making mistakes, failing. On this Saturday after Ash Wednesday, I find
myself reflecting on how I can live a more sacrificial life. Asking, what can I do to grow closer to God
this Lenten season?
The prophet
Isaiah reminds us to honor the sabbath (Isaiah 58:9-14). Keeping the sabbath means giving up our ways
and giving back to God. The beginning of
our Lenten journey is a good time to think about what we want to give back to
God and how to do it. Isaiah instructs
us to not have somber demeanor and long faces, to instead "call
the sabbath a delight…" and to not follow our own ways.
It seems
clear when we look at our lives that God’s way is a way of delight and joy. Every time we think only of ourselves and look
to "fulfill" ourselves or find ourselves, we come up empty. When instead we turn to God’s ways – when we
do God’s works, when we feed the poor, and love our neighbor – we’re filled
with the delight that Isaiah speaks about.
Whenever we
try to find happiness in getting "more" for ourselves, relieving our
own "suffering" or finding ways to always be more
"comfortable" – we fail. On
the other hand, when we do God’s work, when we care about others, we too can be
filled with happiness and joy in the Lord!
Luke reminds
us to repent. Maybe one of things we
should repent this lent is our somber demeanor and long faces and seeking only
our self-interest.
Let’s enter
into this season of prayer, fasting, and almsgiving filled with delight in the
Lord!
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