In a reading
from Acts, Paul (still called Saul at this time) and Barnabas had just returned
to Antioch and were speaking among prophets and teachers (Acts 12:24—13:5). Prophets weren’t fortune tellers, but people
sensitive to the presence of God in prayer, worship and daily life. They helped interpret God’s desires for the
Christian community. Teachers were those
gifted in the ability to faithfully pass on the traditions of the Christian
community and to instruct others about Scripture. These two roles are still indispensable to
the life of the Church today.
“It was not you who chose me, but I who
chose you and appointed you….” (John 15:16)
In mind’s
eye, I’m back on the dusty playground of my elementary school while teams were
being chosen for just about any sport or game we played at recess or PE those
days—volleyball, softball, dodge ball—and desperately hoping to hear my name
called before one of the teams had to take either me or the other miserable kid
standing forlornly beside me.
As I read
the Acts of the Apostles again today, I realize that the Lord of the Universe
has chosen even us playground losers for his team.
And what do
we have to do to be worthy of this honor? “…to go and bear
fruit that will remain.” (John 15:16)
I’ve been
pondering what this means since we former team rejects will never cure cancer,
compose a hymn that competes with “Ode to Joy” or work in Calcutta’s slums. Then I think of a man who I’ve written about
before, who used to attend the 5:30 PM daily mass at one of the churches in
Bakersfield.
I never even
knew his name, but whenever I would attend the weekday mass at that chapel, he’d
be sitting in the front pew right in front of the altar playing his harmonica
in a low tone.
Occasionally,
I could figure out what he was playing, but not often. Sometimes I thought he was composing his own
song, since he would play the same notes over and over and over again. He was an older man who walked with a stoop and
had very arthritic fingers. At weekday
masses it’s uncommon for a lot of music to be heard. But this man would play his harmonica during
the offertory rite and again right after communion.
In
retrospect, he was one of the “prophets” that the Holy Spirit chose to place in
my life. At first the harmonica playing
was a distraction to me and my own ability to be “in the moment” with Christ at
Mass. But the more I heard the old man
“witnessing” with his instrument, it became clear his playing was his way of
giving his all to God through his meager talent. Soon, his playing became a portal through
which I entered into a more meaningful prayer with God.
So if any of
us are overwhelmed with the idea of God actually choosing us for His team (even
if we always struck out), we needn’t be intimidated. Like my ‘harmonica troubadour’, remember that
there are about a zillion small things we can do in our ordinary life to “bear
fruit that will remain” and justify our place on God’s team.
As we continue to give thanks to God for the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ, we might also want to give thanks to the prophets and teachers who have helped us understand Scripture, revealed to us new methods of deeper prayer, encouraged us to be faithful, guided us with their wisdom, showed us effective ways to be sensitive to God’s presence in our life, reminded us of our true vocation as Christians and in times of confusion pointed us in the right direction. We might not have called them "prophets" or "teachers." Maybe we called them mother or father, brother or sister, uncle or cousin, friend or co-worker, pastor or associate, author or preacher—even “stranger”. By whatever name we called them, they were God’s way of reaching out to us.
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