After Judas
betrayed our Lord, the Apostles gathered together to pick someone to succeed
him. They decided it should be someone who had been with them from the
beginning. They prayed for guidance and
cast lots “and the lot fell upon Matthias, and he was counted
with the Eleven Apostles” (Acts 1:26).
We can only
imagine how utterly incomplete and broken "the Twelve" must have felt
after having one of their own betray not only the Lord but his brother apostles
as well. What better way to heal that
rift, that open wound, than by selecting another to take the place of the
apostate Judas. And so Peter, who was no
stranger himself to what it meant to be a denier of the Lord, called out to his
brethren quoting the Psalms (Psalm 69:25): “Let his
encampment become desolate, and may no one dwell in it.”
And (Psalm 109:8) “May another take his office.”
And so it was that Matthias was elected and played a key role in making
"the Twelve" once again a complete and restored body of apostles who
would guide and shape the early Church (Acts 1:15-26).
Little is
known about the ministry of Saint Matthias. He is thought to have been killed for his
faith, either by stoning or by beheading or both, which is why he’s honored as
a martyr.
As we honor
Saint Matthias, we honor more than just a man who became an Apostle and
preached the Gospel with His life, we also honor the divine plan by which God
has chosen to use weak and humble instruments to further His Kingdom.
“It was not you who chose me, but I who
chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain, so that
whatever you ask the Father in my name he may give you.” (John 15:16)
This certainly
applied to Saint Matthias, as well as to all of us to one extent or another. It was God who “chose” Saint Matthias, as well
as each and every one of us, for the purpose of going forth to “bear
fruit that will remain.” But this form of good fruit, the fruit that has eternal consequences,
can only be produced when we ask for it from the Father in the name of His Son
Jesus.
Asking the
Father to produce good fruit through us in the name of Jesus His Son doesn’t
mean that we get to choose what we ask of the Father. Rather, asking “in Jesus’ name” must be
understood to mean that we ask the Father only what the Son has asked. We choose to share in the one eternal prayer
of the Son that the will of the Father be fulfilled. And in praying this way, we commit ourselves
to unity with His holy will.
Sometimes we
can all find ourselves asking God for this favor or that. We can place before Him our preference and our
will. But if we want to be used by God,
to become an instrument of His grace so as to bear an abundance of good fruit,
then we must humbly set aside our own will and allow God to be the one Who
chooses our mission and appoints us to His holy task. Detachment from our own will and humble
submission to the will of God is the only way to bring forth God’s Kingdom.
How does
this process of healing and renewal take place for us today as it did in the
apostolic times of the early community?
The world we
live in is pretty complicated. We get so
many mixed and conflicting messages. Our
Religion and our faith are constantly under attack. Political correctness seems to rule the
day. Many basic Christian beliefs are
increasingly not accepted, or at the very least, put into question. The open practice of faith is being
challenged at every opportunity. It appears
to me to be similar to what it was in Jesus’s time. There were Romans and Jews and religious
tension. There were Sadducees and
Pharisees and rules and laws with different interpretations. In both times, the situation can seem
intolerable with no way forward. We see
in John’s gospel that Jesus entered into that complex world, as He does today,
and gave His disciples a simple, yet profound message. Love.
He tells them they’re loved, and they should love in return (John
15:9-17).
Pretty basic
stuff…but it cuts through all the noise.
Suffering, confusion, mixed messages and rejection will always be with
us. His answer to all that is that He
loves us, and we should love others.
Then almost knowing that we might stray or become disheartened, that we
will be tested in and by the world, He encouraged them (and us) to
"remain" in His love. Seemingly
a reminder to just stay close to Him through thick and thin. There is so much in the world we can’t
control, but to love is our choice, something we can control. He has so often shown us that He won’t
abandon us. To remain with Him is our
choice.
Our reward
for loving, Jesus tells us, is a joy that’s “complete”.
No
confusion, no lack of clarity, hard to misinterpret. Love is the answer. The way forward. It will bring us joy. Good for us to remember when we’re trying to
overthink things or when we wonder how to respond in a world not always on our
side. I was at mass once and rather than
a homily, the priest just said, “Let’s take a few minutes to reflect on the
readings we just heard.” Maybe we can
try a similar exercise. Just sit and
repeat the following…. (your name here), Jesus loves you. How can I stay in that love and bring that
love into the world?
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