When he was at table with them, he took the bread. He blessed the bread, and broke it, and gave it to them. And their eyes were opened and they recognized him!(Luke 24:13-35)

Tuesday, July 13, 2021

The simple confidence of the childlike.

 


“I give praise to you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, for although you have hidden these things from the wise and the learned you have revealed them to the childlike.” (Matthew 11:25-27)

Nearly 40 years ago, Sister Enza Maria approached me about teaching CCD.  I told her I didn’t know anything about teaching, and what I knew about the Catechism of the Catholic Church was limited to what I was getting at Mass. “Don’t worry,” Sister said, “You’ll be teaching 1st graders who know less than you do!  And I have a feeling you know more than you think!”

On the very first day, I was tested by the kids. The day’s lesson was the story of creation (Genesis 1) condensed and written for first graders.  When we got to the part about “God created the Heavens and the Earth and saw that it was good” the questions began—and kept coming with rapid-fire speed.  “Did He make Mommy and Daddy?”  Yes.  (Hey, they were first graders, and I wasn’t teaching biology!) “Did He make the trees?”  Yes.  “Did He make this desk?”  “Well, sort of.  He created the trees and the men who cut the trees into wood and the men who assembled the desk.”  “Did He make my dolly?”  “Did He make the ocean?”  At some point, I felt as though I had lost control.  I know I was frustrated; I wasn’t prepared for the barrage of innocent questions.  The class ran for an hour and a half.  After dismissal that morning, I immediately went to Sister Enza and told her I didn’t think I was cut out for the task.  She encouraged me and told me the toughest day was behind me; now I knew what to expect!  She was right, of course.  It did become easier.  As the classes went on I realized I was learning something, too! 

The most important lesson I learned was that in their simplicity of thought, the kids were like sponges.  I spent the whole semester introducing them to God as a loving Creator whose sole purpose in creating us is to spend eternity with Him in Heaven.   Several of the parents would tell me later that their children would come home excited to share what they learned from “Mister Steve”.   I wonder if their excitement was the same that the Apostles felt when they heard Jesus speak for the first time.  How I hope that was the case!

Another lesson I learned was that when we’re full of ourselves there’s no room for anything else.  When we claim to know the truths of the faith and the secrets of God, what room is there for God to tell us about Himself?

What God desires is our simplicity -- our childlike wonder and awe at how wonderful things are.  We should all take a moment or two each day and just look at one of our hands.  Think about how it can move.  Think about all of the things that make it possible -- the muscles, the bones, the blood vessels, how they are all put together.  The opposable thumb.  Something as simple and everyday as our hand is full of wonder if we just take a moment to consider it.

Going back to the children, that's what God wants of us, to see Him in all that is, because everything around us is a wonder.  Everything!  We ourselves are miracles from conception to death.  It’s this childlike awe that opens us up to see the magnificence that is the Loving Father.

It’s a good spiritual exercise to spend a few minutes and contemplate the beauty of all that is, the wonder of God Himself.  And in those moments, let God speak to us.  He will.  He will use our openness and visit with us and reveal more and more of Himself.

As I tried to teach those first-graders, that’s the way God works.


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