Jesus gives
credit to the prayer of the tax collector and spurns the self-righteousness and
contempt of the Pharisee but doesn’t simply see the two in complete and radical
opposition.
What Jesus
cherishes in the tax collector is the recognition of his sin and his simple
trusting stance before God's love and mercy in spite of that sin. What Jesus doesn’t make clear, at the risk of
subverting the importance of this principal message, is that God loves the
Pharisee as well and takes note of the fact that he also is making an effort to
follow the Law and is praying, even if it’s in a manner that’s blind and even
harmful to his spiritual life. The
Pharisee might be a lost sheep, but he remains one of the flock, and one of
those whom Jesus is trying to reach.
But how does
this touch us personally in our prayer, our actions, and in our growth in
God? In one sense we float between these
two positions, sometimes close to one in our feelings and the ways that we act
and sometimes closer to the other, yet in another sense we’re always both. Like the Pharisee we’re yearning to be
justified before God, and especially justified by our own efforts, and at the
same time we recognize that even such a yearning is at root ungodly: our
holiness comes from God alone, as the tax collector realizes.
In this situation, about the only thing that we can do is to be attentive to the problem, to concentrate on our desire for God (responding to His great desire for us), and to pray like the dickens that He has mercy on us and lifts us out of our spiritual poverty. And that He helps us realize that it’s precisely in that poverty, and only there, that we can be open to receive His forgiveness, healing, and life.
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