In my
younger years, I was a Boy Scout knowing all the things I needed to do to move
to the next rank. I was proud of my
accomplishments much like the Pharisee in Luke’s gospel, bragging about his
behavior (Luke 18:9-14). The Pharisees
taught that following God’s law meant one was doing God’s will. Following the law perfectly meant fulfilling
God’s will perfectly, which meant one was closer to God.
The tax
collector worked for the occupying forces of Rome and was considered a
traitor. Tax collectors were hated by
the Jewish population. The tax collector
stood at a distance from the Temple offering his broken heart to God asking for
mercy. The Pharisee attempted to
justify himself by what he did.
During my
reflection today, the following questions came to me: Am I like the Pharisee; self-centered making
lists or counting prayers to impress God?
Or am I more like the tax collector—focusing on my relationship with God? The book of Hosea instructs us: “Let
us know, let us strive to know the LORD; as certain as the dawn is coming, and
his judgment shines forth like the light of day HE will come to us like the
rain, like spring rain that waters the earth.” (Hosea 6:1-6)
In the
letters of St. Paul, it seems at times that he’s bragging about his greatness. But then he admits that it’s all a gift. “What
do you (and I) have that you (and I) did not receive?”
(1Corinthians 4:7). Humility
leads right into gratitude.
Humility
doesn’t shroud our gifts or suppress our talents. Humility doesn’t deny our abilities or demean
our individuality. Humility doesn’t make
us invisible, inferior, or indifferent.
Instead,
humility frees us from the fear of being noticed. We are who we are. Humility frees us from the anxiety of
performance. We do the best we can. Humility frees us from the stress of people
pleasing. We no longer need the approval
of others. Humility frees us from the
need to control our world. We know the
outcome is not in our power.
Humility
frees us from the need to be right. We
accept our limits. Humility frees us
from the fluster we feel for well-deserved praise. We used the gifts we were given. Humility frees us to be ourselves—at our best
under all circumstances. Once we know
the truth, that all good things come from God, we live in liberty.
As any Boy
Scout knows; ‘Be prepared’. “The
one who humbles himself will be exalted.” (Luke 18:14).
And God will be praised.
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