Pondering

 Traditionally, Saturdays within the Church year are dedicated to the Blessed Virgin Mary.  This ancient tradition developed in part due to the belief that, as others were filled with fear and confusion, Mother Mary kept vigil on Holy Saturday in prayerful anticipation of Jesus’ resurrection.  She knew her Son would rise.  She had hope beyond hope.  Her faith was certain.  Her love kept her vigilant as she awaited the return of her Son.

For many centuries, it’s been suggested that the first person to whom Jesus appeared after His Resurrection was His own mother.  Pope Saint John Paul II believed this.  Saint Ignatius of Loyola believed it.  And many others throughout the centuries shared this belief.

For these reasons, Holy Saturday is an ideal day to ponder the pondering heart of our Blessed Mother.  There are several times in Sacred Scripture where we’re told that Mother Mary pondered the mysteries of her Son’s life in her heart.  She was one of the few who stood by Him in His agony and death.  She stood before the Cross and prayerfully pondered His perfect sacrifice.  The Blessed Mother held His dead body in her arms and pondered where His spirit had gone.  And today she keeps vigil, pondering His imminent return to her.

Ponder her pondering heart.  Try to unite your own heart with hers.  Try to understand what she was thinking and hoping.  Try to feel what she felt this sorrowful day.  Try to experience her faith, her trust and her joyful expectation.

So many people in this world walk in despair and confusion.  So many have lost hope in the new life that awaits them.  So many have their own form of interior death without allowing God to draw them into His Resurrection.  So many people today need the hope that was so alive in the heart of our Blessed Mother that first Holy Saturday.

Ponder the reality of Holy Saturday in silence this day and allow the glorious heart of our Blessed Mother to inspire you and draw you more deeply into her life of faith, hope and love.

Dearest Mother Mary, on that first Holy Saturday, you kept vigil for your Son. You allowed the divine gift of hope to grow within you, and you allowed that hope to be your strength in the midst of the horror of the Cross. Pray for me that I may ponder your beautiful heart this day so that I, too, may be filled with hope as I endure the challenges of this earthly life. Give me a heart of joyful anticipation as I await the grace of new life our Lord so deeply desires to bestow upon me. Mother Mary, pray for me.  Jesus, I do trust in You.